KTM Resort 

People who have mysophobia, my advice will be – stay away!

Well the place is not exactly dirty but there are bugs and insect even in the room. So, be prepared for big red ants crawling on the bed!

Front and Back Door

There are about 18 units for view facing the “beach” and this is my unit – B11.

Interior and Balcony

The room is small and cosy just nice for 2. I especially love the balcony and can just sit there doing nothing but staring into blank. By the way, the balcony is a shared one, your neighbour might just open the back door and get to the same balcony. So remember to lock both doors before leaving the room.

Pictures on the Balcony

Food

Spend about S$65 on food for the 2 days. Oh ya, you do not have to change to their currency as SGD is widely used in Batam. 

Lemon chicken was good, vegetables on average were not too bad. As for seafood like fish and prawn – bad but still edible. Well, overall the food were average and the service was good.

Spa

The in-house spa is not as cheap compared to those outside the resort. Spend S$35  for a 90mins Javanese massage. Well not too bad,

strength was just nice for me; not too soft. Since the massage parlor is an open area with view facing the sea, it was bad timing to go after dinner at about 8pm as it was chilling cold.

Pics Spam

When you are lazy to type. Let pictures do the writings.

I will be back!

The End

Why all so stress??!!

放轻松 . . . 听一听

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恩恩怨怨甩开
是是非非不再
人情冷暖看破

何不陪我一起放荡,自由自在
游戏人间

<<< I win not because I am good. It is just that my mental power is stronger >>>

Dear Whites,

Please act more gentlemently and with more sportsmanship. You lose to yourself, not me. It took me years to learn. That is also the reason why I like competitive games. I may play well in causal games and sucks badly in tournament because I used to be easily pressure by the score, annoyed by the slow opponent, distracted by on lookers and lost concentration after a few games.

Everyone learn through experiences and I hope you do not just take pool as a competitive game. We can grow spiritually and make friendship as well.

Is my mental so strong? Nah… Didn’t I made mistake in this competition? Yes, I did and am still improving. I am just fast enough to realized my usual habit of complacency.

I trashed my opponents in the first two rounds and get complacent entering the final round. I was 2 racks down. I adjusted my mentality and reminded myself to focus and concentrate. Furthermore, I make sure I am not affected by the score (this is very very tough but just tell yourself score is nothing). This is how I fought back and won 3 consecutive racks to win the prize money.

If you let my skin color affect you. You lose.
If you keep thinking losing to a “weaker” gender affect you. You lose.
If you became complacent feeding me a zero while you are 2 up. You lose.
If you get pressured by my performance after that. You lose.
If you get frustated and angry. Ha ha ha. You fall into my trap ;P

<<< Remember, if you lose, you lose to your own mistakes >>>

Anyway, in the end it is just a game. ChilL guys~

They have so many courses here which I will never have the chance to take in Singapore and maybe even if I have the chance I will not take it just because I don’t have to. But here, they have rules you see, so at last I found this module – Tibetan Buddhist Thought.

I stared at these 8 pages of definitions handout which he gave us. Oh really, almost ¾ of them look so damn alien to me. Today was the second class; he talked about selfless, existent and non-existent. Oh god… I tell you, the ang mos have so many questions (just in this class out of my 4 modules). The questions and answers took away half of the lesson. I remembered one of them quite clearly:

Student: “If there is no self, how can there be reincarnation?”
Prof: “well, translation is a very tough job. Sometimes it makes sense in other languages but in English it sounded stupid! …………. (and more)”

Wah!!! I really want to clap. Although I do not agree with him, I guessed he is trying to hold and halt the many incoming question. Many do not even know what is he talking about, many just think they know what he is talking about and keep asking questions after questions which makes him go deeper until at some part I also catch no ball. Come on, it’s just the first formal lesson. Let him teach.

Hmm… anyway, I still have 3 days to decide if I really want to take this module or choose something else.

看着这张照片, 才发现我父亲真的老了… …
It has been a long time since I last took a photo with my dad.
It has been a long time since I closely look him in the eyes.

I love my dad.
It is so hard to express love.
Even till the day he send me off…

What is love?
Sometimes I really have no clue.

Side: To the people who has helped me in this trip – Thank You. Although I know I did not open my mouth to express to some of you and I know who. Thank You again.

<<With all your blessing and love, I will find myself>>

PS: More pictures @ www.jacetumblr.tumblr.com 

Psychic Soul without Mission
These people will be the “backup” for the spiritual beings. In time of need, these people will be promoted to have a mission to help the commoner. Why are there “backups”? Well, there are many people who are supposed to help in world relief; however, earth is a complicated place, with many lures, seduction and temptation, many were blinded by greed and evil, therefore losing the rights to help out the society. Thus there are these backups for the spiritual beings to choose from and become the main when the time is right.

About
People with psychic soul structure are born instead of trained – You can meditate and be a vegetarian for life and still not having this structure. Most of them have the ability to sense the spiritual world especially those with mission.

Sense
They will have the ability to transfer information with the spiritual world (inclusive of gods and ghosts).
Most of the people born with a psychic soul structure can feel and have accurate six-sense.

1. Infant
Baby soul is pure, compared to an adult, almost all babies can feel and sense things from ‘the other world’; this is true to a non psychic soul structured baby as well, as they grow, these senses will deteriorate. However, for a psychic soul baby, the ability to sense may increase and get worse starting from the age of 13.

2. Accident
After an accident, a person may have the ability to communicate with the spiritual world, may suddenly have the ability to sense and feel.

3. God Soul
A god soul person has the natural ability to feel. However this basic ability is limited, it cannot be further improved. The level of ‘feel’ cannot be compared to a psychic soul structured person.

4. Others
Few psychic soul structured people has no feel at all, however they have unique kind of superb sense which help them excel in their career thus contributing to the society as their mission.

Characteristics
We can use one simple word to describe people with psychic soul structure – [Abnormal].
Because, everywhere they go, they carry along a flag and they may see what others cannot. Gods and ghosts are attracted to them because these people can help them. So can these people be normal?! Sad to say, many of them do not know about their soul structured thus feeling lost and confused in life.

1. Body Problems

2. Mental Problems

3. Ka Yin (KY: Easily “hitched” by Spirits)
Why a psychic soul structured person is easily KY? The answer is because of their flag which symbolized that they have the ability to communicate with the spiritual world. In other words, the flag means “come, come, how can I help you?” to the spirits. Therefore, a person with a psychic soul can easily gather a party of spirits which may in turn affect their health, body, mental and soul.

Character & Personality
In future, psychic soul people are going to help the spiritual world. Therefore most of them are naturally born to have certain type of character:
1. They are equipped with very powerful eloquence (art of using language with fluency and intelligence).
2. Most of them have high endurance, physical strength and can suffer hardship.
3. Have their own mindset and thinking. Not easily influenced by others, circumstances, environment etc.
4. Almost all psychic soul people are enthusiastic to help others. They are mostly loving, kind-hearted and compassionate.
5. Some will be bad-tempered and look fierce. People who are equipped with this personality by the spiritually beings are mostly dealing with KY, exorcism as mission.
Others:

Life (before they know about their psychic soul structure)
Before they know about their soul’s structure and grade, most of them lived a “roller coaster” life; a life of many ups and downs, difficulty, bitter and hardship. The life path of a psychic soul structured person can say to be rough and inexplicable.

1. Baby
Hard to take care. Cry almost every night. The reasons is because of their body structure and plus baby soul itself is pure (as stated above); they can sense and be disturbed by their deceased grandparents who want to play with them. Sometimes, out of curiosity, other spirits may approach a psychic soul baby. Also, their main god may come by and show concern for the baby. Under these circumstances, parents of a psychic soul structured baby may feel crazy taking care of these babies and quit their full-time job just to take care of them. However, if parents are educated and know the indications of a psychic soul structured baby, most of them will be able to accept and take care of the baby very well.

2. Teenage
Almost all psychic soul teenagers have a tough teenage hood. Parents will also find them hard to control and teach as they do not understand what their psychic soul children needs. Furthermore, the children themselves do not know how to express their baffling feelings (feelings of sudden fear, worries etc.). During their teenage hood, they start to step into their life destiny, undergo hormone changes and plus the constant disturbance from spiritual world, therefore they live in pain and agony in their teenage years. Thus, most of them are unhappy, negative and quiet. So, if their parents do not understand the signs of psychic soul structure, they may lead their children to the wrong path or regard them as having mental problems as a result destroying a future master.

3. Adult
Most of the time, they will find their career, financial, relationship very unstable and they do not know the reason why. At their prime stage of life, nothing seems to go smooth and right for them. In their heart, they know they have talents, and this should not be the case but they just do not understand why they worked doubly hard but with little or no rewards. They just feel that their efforts are far more than the returns.

4. Senior
The destiny or our life path is rather stable and fix after the age of 50; be it achievements or failures. However, to a psychic soul structured person, they continue to face problems:

Health
Emotional problems and health problems are clear notices during 2 stages in life for the psychic soul person – puberty and menopause period.

Work
Rough. No more up, but down, downhill.
Family Background
Most psychic soul structured people are born in an above average family. Parents will have certain level of qualification. This is especially true for people born in the 21st century.

Soul Forcing Body
In the 21st century, it is very important for a god soul person to know their soul’s grade, structure, their main god and the task they need to do for coming to earth. If the grade of your soul is a god soul and you do not know the task you need to do, your soul will become worry and scare because your soul have ‘no face’ to report back to the heaven world as the task is not done. When this happens (worried and scared soul), your soul will creates many obstacles for your body in order to force your body(you) to find out the answer. How? Your soul will target on:

1. Family – Falling Apart
2. Job – Like Sh!t
3. Finance – Terrible
4. Health – Weird Disease

Health will be the last option, however many god souls can endure if their family falls apart and have very difficult financial situation. Whereas when it comes to health, which may lead to pain, emotional torture and death, no matter how anti-spiritual the person is, there is still chance that they seek the help of a spiritual medium to assist in their problems and thus finding out the answer for why they are here on earth.

Note: Normal soul and animal soul will never encounter Soul Forcing Body.

Anyway, I better post, if not someone will be pestering me every single day. But that works for me, since I have no discipline; I needed some push and forces to get things going. Thanks~ world.

Almost half a year has gone; I would use 1 phrase to describe my fruitful year – 关关难过关关过… but I still see many 关s coming.

One obvious one will be regarding _____________. I have no idea whether it’s right or wrong and I have long forgotten about these feelings; just let it be, at least I feel good. Soreness will most probably be the end result.

PS: This post is for me I and Jace. Comments strictly not entertained.

我原地不动！

那么多条路，怎么选择？
怎么知道那条不是死路？

我原地不动！

但不尝试踏出那一步
怎么知道那是一个大洞

我原地不动！

也是一种选择。。。

Human (physical, 有形) = Soul (incorporeal, 无形) + Body (physical, 有形)

Human is the combination of a physical body and an incorporeal soul.

Human can die, body can rot and decompose, without body, human cannot be formed! You can see from the equation, when the physical part cancels off in the equation, the incorporeal part left.  Therefore, soul will never die. The soul will find a new body and continue reincarnation.

So where the soul report to upon death? In spirituality, it depends on the grade of the soul. Basically, there are 3 different grades.

1. God Soul – report back to heaven world
2. Normal Soul – report back to hell world
3. Animal Soul – report back to animal world

Note: Report back to hell does not mean misery or punishments; it is a place for normal soul people to report after death. Report back to heaven does not mean the god soul person does not need to take up punishments if done something wrong on earth, does not mean the soul will not be downgraded to animal soul. It is just the procedures for the different grades of soul to report back to their respectively world for judgement.

Higer Beings solemnly instructed that their world relief mission is using the 21^st century psychic approach; therefore, they will not give anyone the so-called “Buddhist implements” nor possess onto human body because these practices are the way to the 20^th century.

Furthermore, soul that has obtained recognition from their main God suggested that its soul has been “accepted” and God will always be attentive and concern for the daily life of the body and behavior. Therefore if there is any physical acts of unlawful or contrary especially by the name of God nonsense, lie, cheat and scam, the soul will be subject to severe punishments; In particular if you are born to have a psychic soul, your soul will be downgraded to the beast world and shall be condemned for eternity.

All must be mindful that, God only lead us to the correct path and will never instruct us to do bad and will never allow us to do bad.